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[Jun. 4th, 2010|01:42 am] |
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I think I can live like this forever. Life is full of love.
Because with love, I believe we can overcome any obstacles, any pain and we are willing to change anything to make our loved ones happy.
Right now most people would not only be hungry for bread/rice, they are mostly hungry for love.
And I would like to think that my grandma is getting better cause she really loves us <3 |
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[May. 24th, 2010|12:16 am] |
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The subject says it all.
Im so scared for my future. And im so scared for my grandma.
Everything's been going haywire for me and my family for the past few days.
Hope things gets better for us. I really want my lively and energetic grandma back ):
Plus I wish someone/anyone just reply me. Omg, im sick and tired and of waiting for something I know I wont get.
Right now, I think I cant feel anymore.
Plus today's our 17th monthsary. I wish I could spend more time with you, I wish I could let you know how much I really care and adore you. I wish you know how I really feel about you cause words cant describe whatever im feeling right now. I <3 you. Jiayou for tp tomorrow! I really hope faveboy will pass so that I can have my first motorbike ride. hehe.
XOXO
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| Hi. |
[May. 17th, 2010|09:57 pm] |
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Hi, life's kind of like a routine right now.
Im like working every single day of the week(one day off though) but surprisingly enough, im not that bored/tired of working. Which is pretty awesome. I absolutely love the people Im working with.
They are like so fun to talk to! so okay right now, im pretty much antisocial. I dont go online that much to talk to my cyber buddies. I dont text my friends either. So im pretty much antisocial. But surprisingly, im like so friendly and kecoh at work. HAHAHAHAHA.
That aside, last weekend is like a roller coaster ride for me.
Went for faveboy's sister's engagement last sunday. Was supposed to be a fun time for me cause i get to spend time with faveboy and also cause there'll be lots of food. Hehe. But in the end, last min my dad called saying that my family will be heading to grandma's house cause grandma was bedridden. So had to cut short my visit, and i headed straight to grandma's after the prayers and all that. Hmms, its like as if the first part of my day was pretty awesome but the next part was not. Haiz. Was pretty much saddened with my grandma's condition now. Hopefully she gets better ): ): It kind of reminded me of how much she really cared about her grandchildren and would always, no matter what, pamper us so much whenever we stayed over. We would be stuffed after each meal and we will just watch teevee while she did the rest of the chores. I wished I could do the same to her <33
And I just realised that my keyboard is spoilt. i have to press the letter 's' twice before it pops up on the screen. Irritating much! I shall use faveboy's laptop back. My comp now is so annoying cause the words are pretty much magnified. Cause the screen is so wide now 0.0 okay now my wrist hurts.
thank god tmr off. im pretty much hopeless now. will update when i have better news.
p.s (I want to go shopping, but on the other hand i want to reach 5000. HAHAHAHA.) |
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| Routined life |
[Apr. 27th, 2010|07:52 pm] |
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"Anyone can be passionate. But, it takes real lovers to be silly ^^"
Life's been okay these few days. Its no longer filled with sleepless and boring afternoons cause I've started work. Work's been fine. Love the people there. Its as if I start school all over again cause all of the people there are pretty much crazy, lovable and friendly(: The best work experience so far. Hopefully it stays this way and I dont get bored working. Anyway, there's another Hazwani working with me! Hahaha, so I kinda of have a twin. So cool ^^
Anyway things got patchy between me and faveboy. Its like we keep on fighting on every other day. Things got even worse after I start working cause both of our schedules clashes and we hardly have time for each other. I know that things dont always go how we want it to be but I really depend alot on faveboy. Probably its my mistake for depending on him too much but I cant help it. He's the only one who can really make me laugh and smile after an awful day and I pretty much adore him. Hopefully things get better and I know it will <3
Hmms, I think its probably my moodswings. I've been getting cranky and tired these days. I get angry easily and cry at the littlest things. It gets on my nerves sometimes cause each time I will be like 'what the hell did i cry for' or 'why am i so angry' cause most of the time it like pretty much a teeny weeny problem. Time of the month, suckish.
Meeting the girls on saturday night after such a long time! Hope its all cool between us. Been anticipating the meetup actually. Hmms.
Will be hitting the sack pretty early today. OT tomorrow! Boo. |
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| Hope |
[Apr. 21st, 2010|05:07 pm] |
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I think I know what I want to do in life.
But it just boils down to one thing: whether Im good enough for it or otherwise.
It's frustrating when you know you want to do something, when you know you have the passion but people think that you're just not qualified or just because you did not meet the requirements.
I hope things get better for me, I really do.
Sometimes I think im pretty hopeless. Im so scared of my future.
I want cinammon melts <3 now please.
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